Fuck.

One...

Last..

Post..

I'm quitting this.

The only time I seem to exist is when I'm in shit.

I swoon uncontrollably when I hear thunder or see lightning. *content face*

See, Jen's posts are so interesting. So funny and nice to read. Mine? Mine are me just saying random things that are on my mind, that people probably don't want to hear. Ugh. I'm in so much pain. I don't even know why.

Yep, Chelsey. Mess up everything. That's cool.

Ohmahgosh! I can't stop thinking about you! asdfghjkl

And suddenly: happiness.

I wonder how boring my blog is..

I dreamt of hugs.. It made me happy..

What the flying shit?! Oh my god!!    :O   O.O  What?!?!

Concert last night.
Amazing.
Band merch.
I'm addicted now.
The way the music ..almost pulses through you.
The way you can scream, and still barely hear yourself.
The way you can just.. let go.
Let go of everything.
And!
And!
How afterwards, it sounds like peoples' voices have been heliumed! xD

And OH MY LORD. That guitar solo. *swoon*
Favourite part of the night, when I got that text at exactly 12:45am. Made my night. :3

It's okay to walk all over me. As long as you're happy. That's all that matters to me, and it's the best I can do to make you happy..

Van Halen concert, here we gooooooo...

I want a hug. Wait.. Wait, no I don't. I want THE hug. You know? The hug that comforts you, regardless of the circumstances, your surroundings, or your pain. The hug that makes you feel loved and wanted, the hug that brings you out of the depths of your despair. With just that one hug, life suddenly gets a thousand times better. The hug you get from someone you love. Not just that, but who loves you back too. *sigh* *wants to write more, but needs to re-clean my room before someone gets home*

I wonder if they can see the pain in my eyes.